Please do not fret, I have not forgotten about you, I have instead been intentionally ignoring you. If you feel a bit like the red headed step child it is because.... you are. I know this may come as a shock to you, but I figure I should tell you know while you are still young.
I could tell you that I have been busy remodeling the kitchen or preparing for the holidays all of which is true, but those would just be excuses. When the real truth is, I just don't want to think about you right now so if I pretend that you don't exist maybe you will vanish, so far this has not happened.
I am 167 days into our relationship, this is about the time when the newness and sparkle begins to fizzle. I am hoping that in time we will once again grow together, how I long for day 2 or 35 or even 72.
Please don't get me wrong, I am not giving up on you. I just need a little space right now. It's me not you. We can still be friends.
Your Friend,
Tricia
PS- I should let you know that I changed #60 from helping to plan for and build a deck to helping plan for and remodel the kitchen.
I didn't tell you sooner because I knew you would understand :)
